dedicate this song to someone who means a lot to me.....yet u still have me by ur side even thou i'm not tat strong to protect u..

p.s jus wanna share....somehow get addicted to it...

p.s this video damn cute wei....

4Th November 2009

Finnish work come home...suddenly have the urge to scribble on my blog...
babe told me there are things tat money can't buy...

• dear
• love
• heart

somehow i'm so gam dong of it....to me things tat money can't buy

• true happiness
• memories
• the one you love the most
• family & close kalyana mitra
• trustworthy

besides tat wanna share this two songs....

Monday morning....in office don have de mood to work on my worker salary....yesterday after long struggle yet still come back to office...with two reason.....1st try to concentrate on work 2nd teman my babe while he need 2 finnish up the bank rec.....stuck in office till 6 something then went for dinner while both of us argue wat to eat....pan mee or lok lok.....but ended he give up we go to Mcdonalds.... after tat he sent me back home lo....reach still need take dinner .....(forget to inform mum tat i'm not eating.....damn i'm bloated...) wat a day....where by is not very meaningful but both of us enjoy ba....at night he still need to go Delicious to meet the worker.....if i'm okay sure will teman him down...(oh no.....me now is like can't separate from him even 1 hour....sei lo......)

hem....sunday morning kick off with my mum bugging me to go market with her.... before tat have breakfast at the food court nearby my house...guess what...accidently meet my babe dad and mum again unintentionally...( oh my gosh is tis mean i have to get up and great them ar...duh...have to...while i'm still struggleing to great anot they disapear jus like tat...i'm like thanks god at least no need to be tat pai seh but feel abit bad la....)while now still struggle for going back to office anot to cauculate the workers salry anot....damn lazy la but can't be draging all de way rite if not next week i really will suffer.me is now like a dungu laze on my bed while thinking to do anot ......can someone tell me what to do...

hem.....babe....i dun know wat i can't explain towards what had happen 2day....this is wat in my mind ba....

~luv is in the air~

p.s somehow jus addicted to tis song so so much....especially the lyrics...

scribble again....

17 OCT 2009

i wonder what are you bz with right now........
long weekend which i don't what i can do other than scribble in ur inbox...
counting the days for you to come back...but when you are back will busy with all your project...afraid tat u'll over work...how ar...
haiyo...why do i become so not i independent le.....
don't know what to write....how i feel is not able to describe by words....


may be this song can explain ba...

If I Never Knew You

If I never knew you
If i never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
all they'd leave us were these wispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right

Oh if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love wuold be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
we were right

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

little scribblez

15 Oct 2009

• DP 10 does not required medical, bank guarantee & insurance. it is because they are professional workers.
• quotation for Myanmar & Nepal yet to wait for the reply from JCS (base on what Huzzy told me)
• Junjungan Pelangi Bank Account part will update u tomorrow when i'm back office...

besides, there are things tat happen in office....

• Mala printed out the bank transaction without ur full guidance n yet u give her the wrong user ID....(she say she is gonna kill u ad la) so u better thought of a way to settle her by the time u come back....(p.s dun say i hint u first oh....)
• Irene & Kavitha will be on leave 2mr....(damn cham lo...gotta take over Irene's place without u at my side...)

my personal message to u.....

i don't know tat u affect me so so much...n yet today just day 1...sei lo.....my job also can't concentrate no matter how much effort i put in...even like when ppl talk to me I'm like huh...u talking to me ar...Mala sumore ask me why no mood...whether u bring laptop to Taiwan anot...cos i say maybe can chat wit u on-line ma...n she sumore say i sure will know cos i'm ur dear dear wor...i dun know Mala dun know abt bank - in cheque wei....she need me to help her...haiyo....anyway....u gotta take care ya....

16 OCT 2009


nothing much happen..... time flies day 2 lo.....

CK Lee come over to office and collect his name card... in the same time he ask regarding the quotation....but huzzay on emergency leave so gotta wait till Monday lo....

u ar.....din inform me regarding the worker that need to renew work permit from 5 year to 6 year.... when CK lee ask i also dun know how to answer....he is collecting the draft tonight....he seems to be very serious about it oh.....(why u simply ask them to refer to me le....where by u din't inform me also....haiyo make me so pai seh la....sumore have to help u cover up...) oh ya he sumore say he already receive a lot company profile in his hand waiting for worker....so when u are back u'll be very very Bzzzzz.....and he need ur signature too for both of u punya company....

while ur Junjungan Pelangi bank account now got around 20 thousand ++ other then the one u ask Irene to issue 9538/=(if I'm not mistaken) 2day i just bank 6960/= for u from EW plastic while on Monday i 'll bank in another 7381/= ba from JCY Krishnan..... but we also got cash 13 thousand ++ for ur EW plastic & sri paka.....

i think tats all for the updates....how are u doing there....should be very enjoy ba while we are suffering here like mad...especially mala whereby she is so stress with the salary of EW plastic n nervous to issue cash cheque..... plus ur uncle louis sumore ask her to pass me the balance of the cash to me ....keep for her wor....

haiz..... here comes the weekend.....gotta really recharge my battery wei...if not dun know how long i can stand manage all those critical problem...

TIRED THRU.....

hem...can't imagine i'm still in office and still working hard to solve project thingie....of cos i'm not alone...with my inteligent junior - Franky....well he is cracking his head to find out where is the missing 220/= tat make the account not telly....(p.s i'm blogging here....so unfair rite...) better get thing in order so tat i can go back earlier....ciaoz

Moon Cakes...

above are the mooncakes....looks so adorable rite.....

jus wanna share with u guys and at the same time wish all of ya...happy mooncake festival in advance....

Chocolate tat u won eat ...

aren't it is so delicious tat u will finnish it even the box...

zou huo ru mo



don't wanna know

* just b'coz i feel this song is decribe how i feel..... N it is meaningful too

Say Okay

Love Story

¬Me part 1¬

there so much things to say and make me so so speechless...and yet is jus happen .....1st day of my 21st year old started off wit my mum's yelling n bugging me for lazing at the bed....n guess wat she actually cooked mee suah for me ....a big bowl indeed.... it is include of mushroom, meet balls, chicken slice, vege & an eggie too.....hehe dun be jealous ya my mum is my hero that always have a way to fulfiled my tummy with varieties of cooking ways n food too*thanks mum...yummmmmm.....keep me full till lunch break :p*

then guess wat my beloved baby called me up too n to wish me n he say he'll pass me the present later...

* so nice of him*

Hem...kai sing do pass me his present toooo.....which took him 1 hours to wrap and it wasted him 4 wrappers *opps...need more practice ya....btw gotta carry his present to office.....make me damn paiseh la but to tell the truth i'm really touch*

when to work as ussual.... so many birthday wishes... me make my face red like a

haiyo feel so not me le.....even my colleague ask me why today dress so normal...should make up wear nice nice , do hairdo & facial tooo its my big day and the time to collect my key of freedom*to tell truth i dun hope tat i'll get lo....still wanna be small kido*

during lunch break one of ji muiz May May came over to pick me up n went for lunch......a lot of things happen will share wit u guys later*thanks babe i really enjoy the meal so so much whereby i'm bloted too....as i promised i'll upload the pic as soon as possible *

there are so much that i wanna 2 wrote n being kept in my memory but somehow i jus dun know how 2 link it into sentence...

before i left the office.......my colleague celebrate wit me too...*regarding wat happen will tell in the next post*

reach home...... i thought tat mum isn't gonna celebrate for me....cos she is so relax sitting there watching her favourite drama.....n i was so so wrong whereby she is well prepared and things are delicious too....*will upload the pic sooon ...make sure u won't drip ur saliva in ya :p*

before i end tis post received a birthday message from my dad which somehow feel so touch n feel like wanna 2 cry.....the quote goes in this way.....

* 寶 貝 女 兒,

想 起 你, 一 九 八 八 年 那 時, 你 媽 媽 跟 我 說: 這 個 寶 貝 又 頑 皮, 你 摸 摸 看. 我 摸 摸 你 媽 的 肚 皮, 啊 唷! 你 在 拳 打 腳 踢, 當 時 我 心 里 在 想, 冤 枉 啊! 像 我 就 糟 糕 了! 我 們 還 沒 有 見 到 面, 你 老 母 還 這 樣 保 護 你, 不 管 死 活 都 要 生 你, 你 的 衣 服 你 媽 都 買 了, 我 們 都 很 愛 你....... 今 天, 我 很 驕 傲 的 宣 布, 你 又 長 大 了 一 歲, 又 孝 順, 我 愛 你 may all best wishes always with you, my dear baby. Happy Birthday*

last day of 20 years old....

erm....i have a lot to say....it isn't tat easy to be written in words....growing up from a small kido till nw 20 years......a lot of updates.......go through alot of stories.....and i have a lot song tat can explain my mood n how i grow up.....tis one of it.....more updates & picture soon.... :p too much things happening tis few days....which really wanna to share but i'm jus so speechless...oh ya........2day......
went out wit my kai ko ko - Mickey-
*the pics i'll post it up soon*

Happy & Sad :p

tis post is specially dedicated to a person who have really support me n lend me a shoulder to lean on.....

ai dao jin tou fu sui nan shou ai you you hen you you
wei he yao dao wu fa wan lu chai you xiang qi ni de wen rou
ge wo guan huai wei wo jei you we wo ping tian xu dou chou
zai shen ye wu jin deng hou du zi le lu du zi ren shouw
dou xiang shou shen wo zhen de ai ni dou xiang shou shen due bu qi ne
ne ku zhe shou qing yuan yi jin nan zai xu nan zai xu
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian shi jian zai dou yi dian dian wen hou bu yao yi qie dou dai zhou
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian kong jian zai dou yi dian dian wen rou bu yao rang wo ru chi nan shou
ne zhe yang yi ge nu ren rang wo huan xi rang wo you
ran wo gan xin wei le ni fu chu wo sou you
ai dao jin tou fu sui nan shou ai you you hen you you
wei he yao dao wu fa wan lu chai you xiang qi ni de wen rou
ge wo guan huai wei wo jei you we ping tian xu dou chou zai shen ye wu jin deng hou du zi le lu du zi ren shou
dou xiang shou shen wo zhen de ai ni dou xiang shou shen due bu qi ne
ne ku zhe shou qing yuan yi jin nan zai xu nan zai xu
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian shi jian zai dou yi dian dian wen hou bu yao yi qie dou dai zhou
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian kong jian zai dou yi dian dian wen rou bu yao rang wo ru chi nan shou
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian shi jian zai dou yi dian dian wen hou bu yao yi qie dou dai zhou
jiu qing ne ge wo dou yi dian dian kong jian zai dou yi dian dian wen rou bu yao rang wo ru chi nan shou ah~~~~~
ne zhe yang yi ge nu ren rang wo huan xi rang wo
you ran wo gan xin wei le ni fu chu wo sou you

Love until the end, overflowing water is hard to stop; love is unhurried, hate is unhurried
Why is it when I can no longer urge you to stay, that I think of your tenderness?
Give me concern for me to free myself from worry, share the worries with me
I'm waiting in deep, unending night; crying alone, suffering alone

I want to say, "I really love you"; I want to say, "I've wronged you"
Crying, you say our affinity's already over; it's hard to continue, hard to continue

Just please give me a little time, and give me a little regard
Don't take everything away with you
Just please give me a little more space, and give me a little more tenderness
Don't let me suffer like this

The kind of woman you are, letting me be happy, letting me be sad
Letting me be completely willing to give my everything for you

p.s. thou it contains sadnees in the melody....but seems it is so meaningful tis is wat i can do for ya....hope tat u'll like it.....

Congrats Farrah

Do u know who is this pretty young lady…. She is one of my colleague that is getting married and invited all of us to her kenduri guess what is a though journey thou isn’t that far away from my house even with the map that I search from Google map ….. oh ya….there are a few house along the way having kenduri…hem I wonder tis a auspicious day to get married…..thou is our Agong’s b’day….and we nearly entered to the wrong house…they use different colours to differentiate which is blue, red and green……(not my favour colour bt they looks great) when we reach the house we totally exhausted is like just finish 10km marathon….the most important thing and we have the same action are we crave for food ….after that we rest and chit chat…around 4 sth we headed our journey home ….n this time the driver is being switch….Franky driving Jahangir’s Myvi & me drving Irene’s Kelisa ….guess wat we speed on the road again n what is in my mind now I miss my bed so much n so desperate need it..hemph….i wonder wat will the elderly ppl think but seems they keep their mouth shut should be alright….

before i end this post ......from the bottom of my heart i wanna wish Farrah & Dicky congrats n best wishes......

100 ReAsons why I LoVe u.....Ti amo

List of 100 Reasons Why I Love You

1. Your loyalty to me and everyone or everything that matters to you

2. Your compassion for everyone around you

3. Your selflessness

4. Your integrity

5. Your strength

6. Your devotion

7. How you are always 100% honest no matter what

8. Your kindness

9. The way you always try to help others

10. How you always stand up for what you believe in

11. Your generosity

12. Your confidence

13. The way that you always look for and find the positive in everything

14. Your optimism

15. The fact that you know exactly where you are going in life and will do whatever it takes to get there

16. Your courage even in the face of adversity

17. Your boldness

18. Your gentleness with me

19. How you are always understanding with me even when I don’t deserve it

20. How much you and I share in common together about everything

21. How you always can make me laugh or smile even at times when I don’t want to

22. Your zaniness

23. The fact that you refuse to ever completely grow up

24. Your crazy voices, sounds, and imitations

25. How you are always kind to animals

26. The fact that you aren’t afraid to cry

27. How you always help me when I need or ask you to and sometimes even when I don’t ask

28. How you are always concerned about me and my well-being

29. The way you hold me

30. The way you liven up a room just by being in it

31. How much you’ve taught me about life and myself

32. Your intelligence

33. The fact that you are good at fixing things or putting things together by hand

34. Your zest for life

35. Your electronic and technology savvy

36. Your excellent people skills

37. Your amazing voice

38. Your awesome hair

39. Your craziness

40. Your incredible baby brown eyes

41. Your strong hands

42. Your love of life

43. Your uncompromising belief in God, family, and country

44. The fact that you would make the best father anyone could ever ask for or hope to have

45. The way you walk

46. The way you talk

47. Your wackiness

48. The fact that there is nobody else in the world like you and nobody will ever come close

49. Your vast knowledge about everything

50. How you are always good at everything

51. The annoying fact that you are right 90+% of the time

52. The amazing new experiences that I’ve shared for the first time with you and only you

53. The way you make me feel about myself

54. How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me

55. How you don’t mind holding my hand or showing me affection even in public

56. How you sometimes give up things you’ve wanted just for my benefit

57. The way you kiss me and touch me

58. The fact that you were willing to take a chance on me

59. The way you always encourage and believe in me

60. Your faithfulness

61. Your true sense of honor

62. The fact that you know how to be a real man

63. The sweet gifts you’ve given to me

64. The heart-touching things you’ve written for me

65. The way you’ve opened up your heart and life to me

66. The fact that I learn new amazing things about you everyday

67. The way you look at me that makes me melt inside

68. The love you’ve always shown me

69. The way you always say awesome things about me to other people

70. How much excitement you bring into my life everyday

71. How you always bring out the best in me

72. How you never take life for granted

73. The way you always inspire me

74. The fact that you are as much of a dreamer as me

75. The fact that you are without a doubt my true soul mate

76. The way that you know how to not take life too seriously and live for the moment

77. The fact that you are the first and only person I’ve ever loved and the first person who ever truly loved me

78. How forgiving you are

79. How you’re not afraid to be a risk-taker

80. Your incredible big heart

81. How you always know what to say and how to say it in any situation

82. How you always open doors for me, help me with the groceries, and take the garbage out for me

83. How you always try to scare me and the dogs when we least expect it

84. The fact that I know you will be one of the most successful men in the world someday because no one deserves it more than you

85. The amazing way you always seem to be able to read my mind

86. How we always still say or do the exact same thing at the same time

87. Your extreme patience with me even when I push it to the limit sometimes

88. Your charm and charisma

89. Your wit and wisdom

90. How you always comfort me or give me a shoulder to cry on when I need it

91. How I know you’ll always be here for me through good times and bad no matter what

92. The extraordinary amazing things that always happen to us that never happen to anyone else

93. The fact that I know you are my real true soul mate and we were destined to be together

94. How awesome you have been to my mom and dad and even my pets and how they all love you so much too

95. How cute and adorable you can be

96. Your determination and conviction and how once you set your mind on something that nobody can change it

97. Your incredible dreams and visions for our future that will come true

98. How much you know about me now and that you’ve seen both my good sides and bad and that you still love me anyway

99. How much I know you loved your mom and how well you handled her passing even though it was the hardest thing you’ve ever been through and how much I admire you for that

100.Every little single detail about you that makes you who you are and the fact that you are the best hubby / boyfriend in the whole world

Bonus Reason 101. The fact that this list was so easy to write, but also so hard because I had to limit it to just 100 reasons when I can think of at least a million plus reasons why I love you and why I am the luckiest woman in the world.

* to love some1 there is a million reason why u choose he.....happy wit wat u have...*

LooK @t ThE bRighT side......

Face problems with a sweeT sMiLe

take a rest when u are tired

feel disappointed scream out load dun keep in ur heart

relax urself by having some entertainment

out to the nature to enjoy the SunShine

have a good laugh ; stay cool

Kiss @ Lotz

Have A Bubbleeeees Bath

gO Shooooooping*shopaholic*

tooo tired n fallen asleep while eating

Dare 2 try n No Regrets

Dance *shake shake baby*

keep in touch wit ur family & frens no matter how bz u are
let them know tat u do care abt them

**thou we face a lot problem in life & have a lots of comment but what can we do is jus stay tuff learn from previous lesson n be a better person.....**

i'll be

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Whenever you need me
I'll be there (I'll be there)

Don't you know, baby
Yeah, yeah
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You I'll holding on

If you should ever find someone new
I know she'd better be good to you
Because if she doesn't
Then I'll be there, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'll be there, baby
You know I'll be there
Yeah, Yeah
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Sunsuhine = e

Made a wish, I can dream

I can be what I want to be

Not afraid to live my life

And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life

You helped me find my paradise

When you came

I saw Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel like I'm on top of the world

Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs

You inspired me to try

I felt the magic inside

And I felt that I could fly

I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light

You made me appreciate my life

'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star Sunshine

Making me feel like I'm on top of the world

Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm

I am the storm

You are the breeze that carries me on

When I said a truth

You wink at me

You're there for me Sunshine (oh yeah)

That's what you are My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star (Sunshine)

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star Sunshine

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far Sunshine

My star, my star..

Why Ladies today are still single?

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

'Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like
grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them
in the dark until they mature into something you'd like
to have dinner with.'

Japan Puppy ~woff~

hemm.....monday blues.......gotta start the whole routine again....haih......lucky May may send sth which is soooooooooooooooo damn cute.........