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is okay...

one of my kalyana mitra send me this ......


HECTIC LIFE

I am out of control again
I lose my temper
I complain
I made a friend or two frustrated
I am totally beyond my limits and patience
I thought I could handle this
I never knew that it would be so difficult.

You are my friend
I don’t want to hurt you
Somehow I did not realize
That I have said too much
Music always heal my sorrow
This time
It takes more than music to regain my soul of life
To strive for a better life.

Sometimes I tempt to suicide
Sometimes I feel like screaming
Sometimes I wish I could break someone’s nose
Sometimes I really want to give up
Sometimes I really want to be like Buddha
Sometimes I run away from the truth
Sometimes I want to face them
Sometimes I hide, sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I wish for someone to save me.

Day by day
I have to face reality
Night by night
I have to reflect upon myself
Week by week
I had plenty of discrimination
Year by year
I tried to change for the better.

I was spoilt since young
My dad punishes my brothers
Even though I am always wrong
I was brought up that way
My brothers do not like it
They always scold me
Including my mum
When I turn 15
I realize of my wrongdoings
However
There are still flaws
Until I turn 16-17
I tried to change
Sadly I couldn’t.

No longer crying for no reason
But many troubles and thoughts are always in mind
Now I feel like letting out my tears
Slowly and gently rolling down the cheek
Just to look as though as it is a small matter
Inside of me, something is growing
It took me a short time
Just to notice that
It’s sorrow.

Oh, how I wish to be set free
I am tired of all the humiliation and comments
And all the things that happened to me
When will this end?
No, it will not end
It’s just the beginning.


Pei Wen dear,

there are a lot of problem tat we hv to face in life...n times where we are in the situation tat we does not wish to face but somehow or rather our life still have to move on and stay and be whoever we are....don feel guilty....u're forgiven it is b'cos u can't sense tat what mood i'm in 24 hours a day....is okay.....

U raise me up.....Thx mum

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

P.s mummy,thou there are times where we argue and can't come to the same decision but no matter wat happen i'll still love you n try best in my life to shines....Muakxx ....

Wind Beneath of my wings

It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strain
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
And everything I would like to be
I can fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know I know the truth,
Of course I know itI would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be
I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings
Cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.

You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings
Fly, fly, fly away, you let me fly so high
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky
So high I almost touch the sky
Thank you, thank you
Thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.