Happy Mother’s Day

Dear Mothers in all around the world,

HaPpY mOtHeR’s DaY

This is special dedicate to all mummies….

A Mothers Love

To some love is just a word

To me it's a feeling

A feeling I get everytime

I look into your eyes

A feeling I get when I realize your my mom

A mom who loves, shares,

A mom who inspires

UnconditionallyWhat's that?

That's love

A mothers love, but only you would know

And meYou returned that love time and time again

Possibly to much, nevertheless you did

Thank-you

Thank-you for being there when I needed you most

For being my rock when I should have been yours

Thank-you for believing in me, even when I doubted myself

For being the one person I could trust

No matter what, no matter where

But most of all thank-you for being you-my mom

A mom I am so proud to claim

I love you

Now and forever

p.s. mummy, without you love and care I’ll not be able to be who I am 2day. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking care of me & have the patient + able to stand the stubborn me for so long….

Miracles Happens

Miracles don’t happen often but it happen unexpected and it isn’t under Ur control……

This is what had happen today…..

It is Friday and there will be pasar malam at my housing area…. It isn’t something so happening rite? But to me I won’t be going there often except some circumstances where I got sth to buy or my mummy need me to help her buy sth….at first my sister – xuan zhi asked me whether want to go anot b’cos she going back to school a while to take some stuff from her friend…..*em….Thinking*Go there for what? Nothing to buy also…… I ask her to ask my mum see whether she got things to buy anot if got then go lo…. But my mum replied nothing to buy la…. If u all wan to go then go la but make sure come back for dinner… then my sister who is also known as “otaku” try to convince me to go with her. “Otaku” means someone who likes to stay at home and don’t communicate much to the outside world. (It is a Japanese word; hope I spell correctly)

*still thinking* finally I make up my mind to go with her and see is there any sticker for my little devilz (BT sometimes they are angel)…..so we walk out….*huh quite tiring wei…. Try to convince myself I’m jus doing exercise* when we reach the starting point of the pasar malam guess what….. I met my secondary school teacher Miss Sharon and now she is also my sister’s teacher…hehe… of cos we are good girl didn’t run away but stops by and greets her.

Along we go we saw a few stalls selling stickers and I had chosen for my little devilz thou isn’t tat special……We do pass by the milk bubble tea stall and we get one Milo and one cappuccino…. It tastes yummy…. I like the bubble so much…. While waiting for it we saw a form stated that the pasar malam is gonna move to somewhere else so need signature of public to support them for not moving it away….* without thinking* I take up the pen and write down my name and sign thou I don’t come here often but it is convenient for the resident to get stuff… so do my sister…We continue to walk and see what they have but ended up we didn’t buy any b’cos gotta go home for dinner…there is two way to walk home but I chose to walk backward to the start point of the pasar malam even thou it is much more farer….

But I’m lucky I think…. You know why???? Without any arrangement I was shocked that to meet my baby at the Laksa stall taking away for his dinner…Opps… d I see the right person or b’cos I miss him too much until I see everyone looks like him….*hammer knocked on my head* “xuanshan u are not dreaming …..” tats what my baby said to me 2 wake me up…..*Blur mood* I’m still shocked tat I’ll see him here n mumble out “why u r here???”He is so gonna eat me up for my blur facial expression but he saw my sister next to me so he gotta think twice but ended up with explaining why he is here and tell me tat he jus finish his work…After the explanation he say hi to my sister. Another blur face but this time is my sister… so pai seh la….*finger crossed* meet each other but my sister at the side wanna do sth over the fence also cannot la…to avoid much more death air… I open my mouth and speak to my sister we go 1st la k…and turn to baby said will call you later… then we jus carry on walk home… deep in my heart I jus can’t believe it this is happening….no way…it isn’t truth…

Until we almost reach home…we meet tong (my younger sister) who jus finish her school walking home…in the mean time I asked my sister why is she so blur until didn’t respond back. *kind of “memalukan” me that my sister has no manners*the answer that she gives me much more SWT…. She said I’m thinking who he is and what his name…is. Nvm…..since so long didn’t meet him you can’t remember is normal la….

Reach home my baby called me up and tell me he is so happy and excited that he is able to meet me even thou without any arrangement. N question me a lot of things such as why m I surprise, how am I currently, what am I BZ wit and etc. I try to give a very good & convincing explanation that ppl like him have time for pasar malam is kind of impossible and I thought he is still bz working at Singapore. He start to blah….back “nicely” that no matter how workaholic he is will still have to eat rite…YA rite….happily talking on the phone and suddenly he ask me to hold on….*I’m paused & blur again* till he talked back on the phone and I asked him wat happen… 4ever breaking traffic rules entering a no entry while a traffic police passed by next to him and yet he is talking on the phone….*hopes tat he is using hand-free* BT no point cos the way he drive is 4eva that dangerous until now I can’t even change his attitude…*haih…..I’m a failure*

Anyway I’m so excited that I meet him finally after all the misssssssses towards him….*I’m serious babe* but feel abit regret la…..cos I can’t hug him as I always do and lean on his shoulder and being cuddle….thanks 2 my sister is there…Haih….hope that I can go out with him soon so that I can get back what he had owe me….* I think he have the same feeling as well* due to face problem plus there

are younger “child” can’t have it…

p.s. babe, I promise when I see u next time will sayang u as much as possible….Muakxxx

Will be kept in my memory

Thou it might be a very boring day for me but..... Yay I finally finish my final semester. Hope tat everything goes well and I’ll be able to graduate soon..Hehe

Currently I am busy with our grand 10th Children Fellowship Camp which will be held from 26th May -29th May. Plus Wesak Day is coming soon on next Monday so gotta be a buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy bee doing a lot of paper work, poster and etc. yet I’m glad tat I have my dearest ji muiz Kelly to help me on the wesak project. Yesterday went to her house almost for the whole to get the things done…..thinking of that I wanna laugh…. When u guys read it will be like ”??????” let me tell u wat happen…

In the morning around 10 sth I received Kelly dear message

Kelly: “Gurl, u come out from ur hse ad?”

cos the day before I told her I’ll be going to her house as early as possible. At that time I jus finnish editing all my things needed and wanna 2 get ready to go out.
So I replied her “still at home I’ll go out after I take my bath” then she jus reply “oh….okay….” Busy for like half hour only I walk out form my house and wait 4 the Public bas… Kelly is so impatient she called and ask where m I again? I told her my mum wan me to pack my lunch b4 I go out and now waiting 4 de bus at bus stop… in the mean time she tell me how to get to her house by bus. For your info to get her house u can take U85 or metro 12 @ KL.

When I reach kl gotta change bus, waited 4 so long at last I saw U85 and what comes into my mind is jus get in dun care la…But I start to get worried which station should get down from the bus…. Haih * finger crossed n blur* at this time Kelly sms me again to ask where I reach ad? I told her tat I’m in U85….but I saw metro 12 in front of me and which station should I stop. She replied u ask the driver and see will he pass Puay Chai Primary school if got get down at there. Okay….I’m so blur but still manage to ask him….guess what the answer is I’m not will I pass anot…. At that very moment I’m really nervous…. WTF but I’m sure this bus will reach SS2…then I sms Kelly 4 help….she said she tell me which bus stop to get down ask me don’t worry…
Wat is happening? How can I don’t worry wat if I miss the stop I won’t be able 2 reach ur house…
I ended up miss the stop when Kelly called me….I’m already at SS2’s shop lot there…She is shocked also then she ask me to get down from the bus at the next stop she’ll come n find me...*pity u la….gotta ma fan ur dad 2 fetch u out*I waited for 15 minute n Kelly reach there wit her umbrella. We walked to the Coffee Bean to take away “the Ultimate” and “Espresso”. * U guys gotta 2 try “the ultimate” it really taste nice especially 4 chocolate lovers* then we walk 2 her house lo….

When I reach I saw Kelly’s dog “Jasper”*I think the spelling is sth like tat* keep on barking at me luckily it is tied on the chain if not I think it will run to me…. =_= then we started to work…..Yay….get the chance 2 visit Kelly’s room…. it doesn’t look like a girl’s room there isn’t any teddy bear on her bed….* maybe next time can get her 1 so tat she won’t be tat lonely.* the best moment ever to spend time wit my dearie Kelly….we joke and chit chat in the mean time cutting those token 4 mother’s day and preparing the sample mother’s card 4 our student to it for their mummy on Sunday…. We punch a lot shape such as butterfly, heart, sakura, flower, teddy and etc… one of the puncher stuck in the box… we tried a lot of way get it out and even ask Yu Ming for help. *ting* one of the idea come to my mind tat I remember van throw her phone to stop her alarm 2 ring and ended up the phone crack into pieces…there goes the puncher Kelly throw it on to the floor and it come out by itself and the box is still nice….*Thanks van for throwing ur phone give us this idea =p* but time flies n yet we didn’t manage to finish plus Kelly dun wan me to reach home so late if not later ur mummy won’t let u come 2 my house again…..

So I pack up all my properties and waited for her uncle to fetch us out to the bus stop.*Thanks 4 da lift –Kelly’s uncle* when I’m in the bus Kelly sms me again and ask me to miss call her when I reach home….* dear don’t be so worried I’m able take care of myself* When I reach home, my mummy start 2 nag me not b’cos I’m late but it is b’cos no one help her to prepare the things for steamboat…. I’m surprised tat my mum will prepare steamboat…. So nice….really hope tat Kelly is wit me to enjoy the meal to recharge our battery……





P.s thank dear to be so considerate and worry about my safety…..muakxxxx

Misunderstand or Misread

This whole scenario happen when I finnish my “FILM AND SOCIETY” paper then I take out my phone and switch on.(Due to exam rite 2 avoid my phone 2 be noisy so I switch off b4 I enter the exam hall.)
Firstly I receive a call from my friend but actually he wants to call his mum. Fine la….. wrong number. Next I received a sms from my Ko Ko who is now working in Singapore. The content of the message is sth like tat

“Mei mei, I heard from your da shao said tat you have break up? Is it truth? ” (in Chinese la)

What come into my mind is like “huh…r u sure u gets the correct message….

I didn’t break up jus have some argument only ma rite…”

Nvm at this time my ko should be on-line explain to him through line la…. I rush to CIT and log in to my msn. Below is wat we’ve talk about…..
xuanxuan: ko...tat is not happening 2 me la…. dun worry

Mickey: hahaha…. is it ?

xuanxuan: not kidding la

Mickey: ur da shao some more call me to an wei u.

xuanxuan: ????? tell her i'm okay

Mickey: hahaha ok

xuanxuan: jus finnish my exam… when i turn on my phone then saw ur message ad

xuanxuan: swt

Mickey: oic... that day she some more say how come i din't read ur blog de..

Mickey: hahaha… worry u mah
xuanxuan: which blog
Mickey: http:// www.3milyongxuanshan.blogspot.com

xuanxuan: oh....

Mickey: this gua

xuanxuan: not really break up la

xuanxuan: have arguement wit my bf only la

Mickey: oh...

Mickey: i never read, just ur da shao read liao then tell me that

Mickey: what happen actually?

Mickey: mind to share?

xuanxuan: u read 1st la

Mickey: =.=

Mickey: u n ur da shao also same same de

Mickey: y always call me read de?

xuanxuan: not feeling 2 say

Mickey: oh.... ok...then i read it when free lah maybe monday

Mickey: today too tired liao

xuanxuan: dun worry....i'm seriously okay

After that I started to ask stupid Q to him… since da shou read my blog rite I want to see his blog as well *blur case mood*

xuanxuan: ko.... u got blog anot

Mickey: eh....

Mickey: i got but..x3

xuanxuan: cannot let me see ar
Mickey: hahaha…..eh....write too much things liao

Mickey: coz mostly only ur da shao will read it
For no reason I started 2 beg him 4 the blog add
xuanxuan: yer...gv la

Mickey: n also long time din't write liao, bit feel lazy to write

Mickey: =.=really 1 ah?

xuanxuan: dun care… i wan
Mickey: .....

xuanxuan: pls

Mickey: ok....

Mickey: but don't know ur da sao will angry or not

xuanxuan: why le

Mickey: www.wretch.cc/mickeyng

Mickey: u see can get it or not? hehe

Mickey: coz too much things liao lor
* I so gonna screw you the blog add that u give is correct or not*
xuanxuan: can't open
Mickey: but never mind , those privite i lock liao

xuanxuan: like tat also canMickey: what u see inside?

Mickey: wretch.cc/mickeyng

Mickey: how about like this?

xuanxuan: cannot also

Mickey: what u see?*I started copy the whole thing and paste it…wat is tis…giving me fake add..My gosh…*
xuanxuan: Sorry, the page you requested was not found.Please check the URL for proper spelling and capitalization. If you're having trouble locating a destination on Yahoo!, try visiting the Yahoo! home page or look through a list of Yahoo!'s online services. Also, you may find what you're looking for if you try searching below.* I think tat time my ko fainted also*

Mickey: wretch.cc

Mickey: if this webside aso can't get it, then i also have nothing to say

xuanxuan: yer...like tat
while waiting for that website to be open start to ask stupid Q again……
xuanxuan: da shou have friendster anot

Mickey: can get it?

Mickey: lol

Mickey: have

Mickey: oh ya...
after long time waiting it open finally….
xuanxuan: can open

Mickey: u see my friendster that should got write this wretch website de

Mickey: got?

xuanxuan: patience la

Mickey: hahaha
when I look at the blog 1st thing come to my mind is so romantic punya background and the post is so so “sweet” oh my gosh….
xuanxuan: wa....

Mickey: ?

xuanxuan: what should i comment le

Mickey: my friendster?

xuanxuan: blogMickey: lol

Mickey: what ever lor

xuanxuan: ko....ur friendster name

Mickey: ? what happen?

xuanxuan: i need ur name la

Mickey: mickey ng lorMickey: still the same mah

Mickey: y u name my name ler?

Mickey: u not already add me liao meh?*my ko can’t tahan ad start nagging…*
xuanxuan: ??? sorry currently blur

xuanxuan: hehe

Mickey: lol

Mickey: my sha mei mei exam till blur blur liao

Mickey: if u never add me, u can't see my profile as well

xuanxuan: i know la

then I started to look through the blog and come out with this conclusion
xuanxuan: gosh...

xuanxuan: all is abt u and da shao wei

xuanxuan: headache

Mickey: hahaha

Mickey: that's y i said lor.

xuanxuan: i'm not tat yok ma as u

Mickey: u know what ur da shao said me?

xuanxuan: wat

Mickey: i'm the super rou ma in this world
with the statement that my da shou give I seconded bt…
xuanxuan: hahaha

xuanxuan: seriously u are

Mickey: wei

xuanxuan: i didn't notice my ko is tis kind of ppl
……I get scolded pulak…..
Mickey: u stand which side

xuanxuan: middle

Mickey: =.=

Mickey: u look like stand at ur da shao side 1

xuanxuan: haih

xuanxuan: my ko really ar.....
I really have no comment to said ……… I whole brain start to shut down
Mickey: =.= too bad....i thought mei mei always stand ko ko side

xuanxuan: but sometimes i don't know where should i stand
My ko start his nagging again….haih….
Mickey: then ok lor, i call ur da shao take care u lor, i don't 1 take care u liao.

xuanxuan: yer...dun like tat la

Mickey: i take care ur da shao enough liao

xuanxuan: sorry lo

Mickey: don't 1.. last time i already told ur da shao liao

Mickey: i call her to jaga u

xuanxuan: *finger crossed* dun angry la

Mickey: my reason is, b'coz she's ur da shao
look at tat…. Is really nonsense rite…
xuanxuan: like tat also can

Mickey: of coz

Mickey: then i not need too mafan jaga 2 person

xuanxuan: pity da shou

Mickey: i jage her

Mickey: she jaga u
After he nag enough suddenly thought of …..
Mickey: but don't know weather till to the end u 2 will attack me togather

xuanxuan: hehe

xuanxuan: u think ur mei mei will be tat mean meh

Mickey: how i know

xuanxuan: i won la

Mickey: later u stand da shao side then i will die lor

Mickey: usually girl girl will help girl girl de mah
What kind of theory is this….
xuanxuan: i sayang my ko ko wan k

Mickey: hahaha

xuanxuan: i swear
haih…see my ko really think too much ad… I ‘ll sayang him as he is my ko ko rite….
One more shocking thing happen next…
Mickey: last night i get shock when my sis call me… hehe
xuanxuan: ???

Mickey: my bro pass a message to my sis call me when i back home bring da shao along

xuanxuan: haha

Mickey: then i get shocked

xuanxuan: gotta meet parents ad….

Mickey: hahaha

Mickey: even't her parent i also haven't meet yet how i gonna bring her back ler?

xuanxuan: aiya……… in the same time mei mei can meet her ma

Mickey: lol

Mickey: then u find a chance come to singapore lor

Mickey: if match i off n ur da shao free then can meet u

But……………………….
Time flies and my ko gotta start work at 4.30pm so gonna feed himself full and go for work…
Anyway jus wanna quote something here being together is because you have the faith and realize that the person with you is someone who really care about you and accept who you’re…
Dun and never ever give up be grateful and thankful with what you have now if not you’ll regret later…